Anxious

Well we’ve gotten through the week we were dreading, a year on after Greater Manchester Police decided to turn our flat and lives upside down. I’m Still a mess, So Anxious all the time.

Loads of things coming up this month with the festive period think its getting to me. I so want to do everything i would normally do during the run up to Christmas and new year and i’m just not able to. I know i’m unwell and it’ll take time, but getting very frustrated with it all. Everyone wants to see me and i’d love to see everyone too, but gotta think of myself. If i can i will, if i cant i wont.

So anxious this week for some reason. Cant stop shaking and jumping at almost everything. Wish i could pin it down to one thing or another but i cant. I’ll continue to plod along, as i have been doing the past year.

Just wish the panic attacks would stop.

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One thought on “Anxious

  1. *big big hugs*

    I know it doesn’t seem like it, but you’ve come so far and have improved in so many ways!

    This time of year is always hard (well, it is for me) but we’ll continue to get through it.

    We’re passed the hardest bit and I’m always here for you – even if I’m blowing up pasties for lunch!

    Everyone who loves you understands – maybe not the small finer points, but certainly the bigger picture.

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